It’s time to apply for a job! >:)

My parents have done SO MUCH for me and I hate taking their stash away from them. I just feel so guilty taking away so much I need for school and it KILLS me. I don’t have the courage to wake them up to reality. To wake them up only to tell them they have work. And when I got my prom dress, I just felt so guilty spending so much on this, our first bought, dress.

I was so happy because they got it for ME. They didn’t care how much it was, they wanted me to feel beautiful in that dress and that nearly broke my heart. I mean, having your parents see you walking in that dress, looking beautiful, with golden heels; yeah it’s something they wouldn’t imagine.

Now it’s my turn. To get a job. Not because I want to be independent but because I want to treat my parents so that way, they would live a little and enjoy life. All this money I’m going to make isn’t for me but for them because they raised me for 17 years, it’s payback. They deserve it.

I know that money won’t buy them happiness but as a daughter, switching roles once a while will make them feel blissful.